in a trail of fire

God, my head hurts. Or at least, it aches and it's starting to bug me. Anyway. *sighs* I feel so weird lately. I'm at a really important part of my education right now, what with GCSEs and exams and stuff. And we're choosing A-Levels and you have to pick the right ones, because if you're not careful, universities might not accept you. And so I'm really stuck. My dad thinks I should be a doctor in the RAF, says it's a great opportunity. And it is, but the more I consider it, the less I want to do it. Yeah, he's right, but something about it doesn't appeal... I think it's the fact that it's a sort of army type thing and I have had enough of armies to last a lifetime. History does that to you and I have no wish to be part of it.


My other options at the moment are geneticist or english teacher. I actually love the idea of teaching. Dad thinks I won't earn enough but yeah, I know he's probably right again, yet I still like the idea. I'll probably do what I want. Dad knows that I have the ability to do what I want, and he won't stop me, so that's good! It's just I feel like I'm being swept along towards something I don't want to do. Nasty feeling.


Whatever. My new user pic is cheering me up! I got KH2 and I've been doing pretty well with it, though Demyx IS agressive, whatever he says! The bugger killed me! Well, he didn't kill me: he made 10 water forms and I had to kill them all in 10 seconds! Sounds easy? Well, it's not. So there. Axel is still super hot/cute/sweet! But I can't wait 'til DMC4 comes out. No Vergil, but... well, maybe Kobawhatsit is trying to throw us off the scent? Dante looks even cooler than ever (like a cool uncle! *hides from a certain person*), Nero seems okay, Gloria walks like a slut! Kyrie is totally gonna pull out guns from under that innocent dress and shoot EVERYONE! Yeah, I'm determined that she's evil somehow. And Trish's hair looks weird... whatever, DMC4 will still ROCK!