forever is over
Jan. 18th, 2010 09:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
suckmy12inchI haaaave seen this meme floating about. It's like, write 10 things you wish you could say to 10 people. So, let's have at it~
1. I miss what we used to have, so much. I miss talking to you every day - well, evening - and just being able to ramble at each other about pretty much nothing. I miss doing stuff with you and hanging out with you. We didn't see each other every day but that didn't matter at all. We just had so much fun and now you always seem to miss the little things. I'm not sure why, I don't think you mean to do it at all, but the fact remains, it's almost as if it's just you in your little bubble now and I'm out here.
2. You're a complete and utter prat at times and don't know how to take crit IRL and somehow I still put up with you! Despite all the disagreements which really are pretty ridiculous at times, I'm so glad to have you as a friend and one who I can tell most things to. Just notice stuff more often, silly. That said, sometimes I wonder if there's something you're not telling me.
3. I don't think there are words for how glad I am to have you and how happy just thinking about you makes me. I hate to see anyone try to bring you down and at times I sort of hate how it makes you act, because I wish there was something... concrete I could do about it, I guess. And I wish I could always be right there for you. And just sdjkof I love you and I'm SO glad you managed to say what needed to be said, because god knows I'd never have done it myself.
4. And I'm incredibly happy to have met you too! I miss our everyday chats and stuff at DDD but I'm really happy we can still keep in touch through LJ and so on. I really want to just, like, give you a big hug one day to say thank you for your friendship.
5. Weird as it feels to say this now, I do miss the fun and silliness we had. Some of it was a bit "._." but generally I got a good laugh out of it all. I don't think I could have been your friend again but I was sort of glad to be at least civil again. But I guess it really isn't worth it and I ought to have seen that earlier.
6. Not spoken to you much recently for various reasons and at times I wish I'd never spoken to you at all because of how things ended up. But I usually enjoy having a chat with you, and I think overall I might have dodged a bullet there.
7. I wish it was easier to talk to you sometimes. Getting on your bad side just earns me, or whoever's on the receiving end, your famed Look and it's damn annoying. I hate to argue with you. But having said that, the fact we're still friends after our disagreements must count for something! You're a great person.
8. Well, not sure about you. I suppose I should have seen it coming, most everyone else did, but I'm good at ignoring the bad. I don't think we'll ever be as close as we used to be, which is pretty sad, but I'm not cut up over it and I think both of us are better off for it.
9. ...You scare me with your happy face. Seriously. I can never tell what you're thinking. It's weird.
10. I wish I could feel like I could talk to you (or either of you, really) without being afraid of having my views stamped on or steamrollered by yours. I never know what you're goingto do from one moment to the next. And just generally, I wish I wasn't too afraid to tell you to STFU because you really need to sometimes. But on the other hand? You're still a good laugh and a pretty cool person, when I'm not trying to be srs with you.
Right. I need Ashley Graham icons.
1. I miss what we used to have, so much. I miss talking to you every day - well, evening - and just being able to ramble at each other about pretty much nothing. I miss doing stuff with you and hanging out with you. We didn't see each other every day but that didn't matter at all. We just had so much fun and now you always seem to miss the little things. I'm not sure why, I don't think you mean to do it at all, but the fact remains, it's almost as if it's just you in your little bubble now and I'm out here.
2. You're a complete and utter prat at times and don't know how to take crit IRL and somehow I still put up with you! Despite all the disagreements which really are pretty ridiculous at times, I'm so glad to have you as a friend and one who I can tell most things to. Just notice stuff more often, silly. That said, sometimes I wonder if there's something you're not telling me.
3. I don't think there are words for how glad I am to have you and how happy just thinking about you makes me. I hate to see anyone try to bring you down and at times I sort of hate how it makes you act, because I wish there was something... concrete I could do about it, I guess. And I wish I could always be right there for you. And just sdjkof I love you and I'm SO glad you managed to say what needed to be said, because god knows I'd never have done it myself.
4. And I'm incredibly happy to have met you too! I miss our everyday chats and stuff at DDD but I'm really happy we can still keep in touch through LJ and so on. I really want to just, like, give you a big hug one day to say thank you for your friendship.
5. Weird as it feels to say this now, I do miss the fun and silliness we had. Some of it was a bit "._." but generally I got a good laugh out of it all. I don't think I could have been your friend again but I was sort of glad to be at least civil again. But I guess it really isn't worth it and I ought to have seen that earlier.
6. Not spoken to you much recently for various reasons and at times I wish I'd never spoken to you at all because of how things ended up. But I usually enjoy having a chat with you, and I think overall I might have dodged a bullet there.
7. I wish it was easier to talk to you sometimes. Getting on your bad side just earns me, or whoever's on the receiving end, your famed Look and it's damn annoying. I hate to argue with you. But having said that, the fact we're still friends after our disagreements must count for something! You're a great person.
8. Well, not sure about you. I suppose I should have seen it coming, most everyone else did, but I'm good at ignoring the bad. I don't think we'll ever be as close as we used to be, which is pretty sad, but I'm not cut up over it and I think both of us are better off for it.
9. ...You scare me with your happy face. Seriously. I can never tell what you're thinking. It's weird.
10. I wish I could feel like I could talk to you (or either of you, really) without being afraid of having my views stamped on or steamrollered by yours. I never know what you're goingto do from one moment to the next. And just generally, I wish I wasn't too afraid to tell you to STFU because you really need to sometimes. But on the other hand? You're still a good laugh and a pretty cool person, when I'm not trying to be srs with you.
Right. I need Ashley Graham icons.
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Date: 2010-01-18 11:15 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-18 11:19 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-18 11:22 pm (UTC)ILU, TOO, BB. AND, ONE DAY, YOU'LL GET GET A BIG HUG, I SWEAR IT. YOU ONLY LIVE UP THE ROAD, REALLY.
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Date: 2010-01-18 11:30 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-18 11:32 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-18 11:39 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-18 11:40 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-19 12:05 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-19 12:54 am (UTC)is late like a late thing
Date: 2010-01-21 04:59 pm (UTC)9 is Elena, I'm guessing. That face is damn creepy. And the voice. Oh, and 7 is Femmikins?
...God this guessing game is fun.
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Date: 2010-01-21 05:48 pm (UTC)And right on both other counts too.
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Date: 2010-01-21 06:51 pm (UTC)What would I not be telling you?
WHICH ONE IS HANNAH? IS IT 8?
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Date: 2010-01-21 07:28 pm (UTC)I don't know! That's the poiiiiiint.
No, actually.
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Date: 2010-01-21 07:47 pm (UTC)Damn, 6?
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Date: 2010-01-21 07:52 pm (UTC)XD You're kind of sucking at this now. And you were doing so well.
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Date: 2010-01-21 08:15 pm (UTC)On an unrelated note sdfkajefsHDGEDFNVLK ALPHA SECTIONS.
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Date: 2010-01-21 08:18 pm (UTC)...Hahhaahaha.
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Date: 2010-01-21 08:29 pm (UTC)Right, I'm poking you on AIM so people don't find out who they are.
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Date: 2010-01-21 08:32 pm (UTC)And the others are right.