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[suckmy12inch]

I'm already recognising the pattern in me again. Just got back from being out with my mates and all I want to do is cry and I don't know why and yep, I feel stupid for it, I know it's stupid but does that make me feel better? nope.

Also recently I feel... idk. Weird about RP. As if I don't care so much about it anymore. Maybe part of it is that I've got a proper semblance of a social life at uni whereas before I never used to go out, never had much else to do. Or it could just be me feeling unmotivated. I don't think I enjoy it as much lately. Which sort of sucks.

I'll probably be fine about it in a week or so, heh but, well, like I said, trying to say these things instead of keeping them bottled, however silly or inane they are because I know what happens when I don't let it out.

Anyway, goodnight.

Comments

[geek-among-men.livejournal.com]

Social life in real life > social life on the internet. Most of the time anyway.

[touchmy12inch.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's true, but I don't want to be too scarce in either of them. But I'm probably exaggerating anyway.

[geek-among-men.livejournal.com]

If you have to choose one, go for the real life and keep Liz. And even if turns out that you are exaggerating, it still bothers you so you can still talk about it. Like you said, you got to.