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I think I've turned plurk into my LJ away from LJ now. This is such a pointless entry. I already miss Kat like hell even though I've gone... one evening without saying hi. PFF. Red Bull, you have failed meeeeee. Lmao I cry so easily these days, even just at people saying nice things to me.

Mm. On a semi-related note, I should play good guys more often. Then they get to win and I won't have to make concessions for making my characters lose. or something along those lines.

On another sort of related note, I wish it was easier to talk to my parents about stuff. I never know how dad's going to react to things and I'm bloody shit-scared of him at times. That and when I ever do get talking to him, he just always seems to be so right and I feel like such an idiot. Talking to mum is okay but pfff she's the least helpful person I know in terms of giving advice. I'm just bad at asking for help or advice anyway, haha, just check with my teachers. I'm getting better at asking for help with schoolwork, I guess, but other than that, outside of school, idk. I listen to other people's problems often enough, you'd think I'd know by now how to just unload it all.

BAH. IDK MAN, I JUST. IDK. Haha and I dislike entries like this, they always feel so self-indulgent, even if it is my journal and all that jazz. I always feel like telling myself CRAI MOAR. It's sort of why I never seem to end these entries seriously. At least I don't think I do? EH.

No more Red Bull at midnight, methinks. ...haha. /cries more