I know, I'm on hiatus, I like to put in an appearance anyway. Rude's not on there because he's not about often enough, I might as well drop him, even without being on hiatus. I feel horrible again and - I kind of want to say I don't know why, but I do, and it's a stupid reason and yet somehow I still feel shitty because of it. Funny thing is, the fact that it might be impossible to get a B in chemistry now doesn't have anything to do with it. Oh my priorities.